Lesson learned!!

Assalamualaikum wbt

It's funny how we always hope that life would happen perfectly just like what we dreamed of even though we practically know that it doesn't, might even be totally opposites.

Greed..When we have all the thing in the world but we are so ungrateful that we start demanding more (thinking that you deserve more).

Confusion and Indenial.. confuse by what we feel, to feel or not to feel is something that we ourselves never have the power to fight nor to ignore.

Guilt.. afraid of hurting a heart but at the same time scare of losing.

SHE has been in a relationship that haunts her with all kinds of those.
She felt it but still she ignored her instinct at first thinking that it would be a good idea if she could at least give it a try.
What really happen is when we give a relationship too many reasons to start, then there's always too many reasons for it to end. Everything seems to be an excuses to consider even to judge.
SHE is someone that would questions everything..in her mind. The sounds of her ego shuts her from speak out her mind.

She is greed of his attention, greed of his care, greed of claiming what's hers.. but the problem seems to be she never requested it out, too proud to admit.
She's confused to what she really feels towards him, is it love? or is it just a sympathy..
Worst, always second thought of their status, whether to hold on or let it go
But the guilt.. either both ways will hurt him.

However, she knows she has to make a decision so she made it...

"Life is not cruel, we chose it to be"

A letter to him says:
'After all this time, you're still a best thing that ever happen to me.. i mean it'


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