I just want to write again...

Assalamu'alaikum wbt..

I missed the old days..
maybe that's why i went through my old entries.. and read it again.
I don't have the talent to write actually;
People will think it's a crap, but that's okay.
Cause I just want to write again..

I just like to read through my old memories,
Here, it's not much but it's alright.
Cause I just want to write again..

There's a million bloggers with cool entries, good words, great experience and many followers..
But me, i don't care.. i was being me..
People would not appreciate it but that's fine.
Cause i just want to write again..

Because all this awhile..
                          I just want to write again....

Rocking Sunday with Rock Climbing

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Waaaarghh.. aku sebenarnya teringin mo update entry ni. Tapi aku sendiri pun tak paham otak ni terlalu malas mo 'brain' words, yah, mengarang sangat la bukan hobiku-suda tau tapi masih jugak ada hati mo blogging kannnn... ciss!!

Ahad lalu-lalu..aku tak tau la berapa lama punya lalu kan. Me and si bebeh (jenn) went to rock climbing.

Wahh!! lama suda terniat mo try ni barang sebenarnya, baru la sekarang berkesempatan.. pergh..looser gila. 

So tempat ni adalah Sabah Indoor Climbing Centre (SICC) bertempat di Taman Cabaran Belia, Kompleks Sukan Likas, Kota Kinabalu Sabah.

Tempat ni tak la besar sangat tapi just nice la.. cukup2.. memang tak ternaik semua pun so tak payah kerek sangat yerr nak beso2-wall tinggi melangit bagai.. 

Anak dia takut mo turun sebab trauma dari sebelumnya.. tali dia terpusing.
So bapanya tengah berusaha tuk pujuk anak dia.
ni tourist dari france, ispiking french diatas tu.
rasa macam tengok french movie la pulak.. heheh!
Drama~ Drama~...

This is me!! (yang baju merah)

Si bebeh Jenn.. ok oo~..

Fulamak!! Paling favorite ni gambar..
macam spiderman pla ku rasa sini..ekeke

So bayarannya macam ni..

Pendaftaran+Belay = RM22

Tanpa Belay = RM17

What is belay??

Perhatikan gambar diatas.. orang yang pegang tali kita dekat bawah tu la 'belayer'.

pegang tu bukan suka2, ada caranya.. kena masuk belaying class dulu.. belajar cara ikat tali, tahan weight orang atas tu. 

P/S: Bah, apa lagi.. aktiviti ni sangat la syiuk, tapi sakit tangan la.. Marilah kita melasakkan diri!!

       Latersssss~..........

Al-fatihah Gramps.. Forever I love U!!!

Assalamualaikum wbt...


'September 13th 2013' One of the historical and memorial day for me and the whole family..
Al-Fatihah to gramps- 'Allahyarham Ahmad Ayid'

The saddest part is i wasn't there at his last breath. I got informed earlier by my brother that gramps is critical but i was at a meeting. I was thinking to finish my meeting first then go to the hospital. See these kind of thing already happened a lot and got us rushing there only to know that he's gonna be alright. So i thought this time it would be the same.

Just as i finished my meeting, i had to send my colleague back to the office. While I'm on the road, my brother keep calling me on the phone saying to come now-gramps is critical..

Calmly i drove... 2mins after, bro called again. This time i sense something weird, he talked a bit then he choked- he tried to speak but the words won't come out. Still i drove- holding my breath and hung up. All i can think of is i had to send off my colleague first. 1min after, bro calling in again.. still he choked and went silent-that's when i heard sounds of people crying and mourning.

My heart's pounding, i'm sweating, i lost my breath for few sec.. I couldn't speak, the words just stuck on my throat. All i remember saying that telling them to hold on, i'm coming..just hold on for a sec. That time, I wish i could tell gramps to hold on, wait for me-don't leave- but that just my heart saying.

I would try to be strong and tough but the tears kept on running down my cheeks. I figure that i can't break down, I'm gonna see him in just a mile away- I mean i had to hold on.. i just had to..

I arrived, finally.. with all the nerves and courage i step in the room. I could see everyone's crying.
And there was my gramps, lying on the bed-breathless... i couldn't dare to touched or try to speak to him, i just stood there *end of the bed* and i just watched him. With tears flowing down-I just watched..

We took the body back to hometown "tawau" and have him buried safely in our family cemetery that afternoon. Thank god that everything went smooth.

At gramp's grave

Raya 2010

With his naughty grandchild

Kundasang Trip with us

P/S: From the bottom of my heart, I love this man to death.. Forever I Love You gramps.. We felt your absence though we accepted the fact that you're no longer here. Allah knows best.. You'll remain in our hearts and soul. Alfatihah..may you rest in peace. Amiinnn~...