I will forget you~.....

Her heart is still ache about yesterday
but everyday she still would forgive him
though there many impression of him but still she has only 1
'unpredictable'
yepp, when he's making that look, she really can't tell..so all she could do is juz smile n walk away
but what is the feeling that always makes her couldn't stay away..
the feeling that brings her happiness but yet painful


' do u like me?? then how come ure owez looking at me' 
her pride hurts but then a side of her really wants to admit it but she couldn't...
coz she knows if she does, then it's the end of them.. she's afraid to lose him..so silently she just keep it inside n still kept it...
He has his own life, his own love..
she realise she's nothing to him...knowing the fact..
she feels that she should just make it dissapear..yeah, that feeling.. it hurts.. but then again..
she knows she'll be alright...

I Will Forget You (Geureol Keomnida… Ijeul Keomnida) – Romanization

geureol geomnida ijeul geomnida oneulbuteo nan

geudaeran saram moreuneun geomnida hanbeondo bon jeok eomneun geomnida

gireul geotdagado seuchin jeok eomneun

gwaenchanseumnida ijeossseumnida bappeun ilsange haengbokhajyo

geunsahae boineun saramdo mannago

sarangi da geureochyo sigani gamyeon huimihaejyeo

gieokjocha hal sudo eopgetjyo Oh

”sarangi gamyeon tto dareun sarangi dasi ol geomnida kkok geureol geomnida

jigeumeun apado jogeumman jinamyeon amul geomnida

geureol geomnida ijeul geomnida nado geureol geomnida

eoryeopjin anhayo oneulman apeumyeon modeun ge ichyeojil geomnida

dallajin ilsange eosaekhal ppunijyo Oh~ NO

sarangi da geureochyo sigani gamyeon huimihaejyeo

gieokjocha hal sudo eopgetjyo geureochyo~

sarangi gamyeon tto dareun sarangi dasi ol geomnida kkok geureol geomnida

jigeumeun apado jogeumman jinamyeon amul geomnida

geureol geomnida ijeul geomnida nado geureol geomnida

modu jiul geomnida

kkok geureol geomnida

sarangi gamyeon tto dareun sarangi dasi ol geomnida kkok geureol geomnida

nunmuri heulleodo jogeumman jinamyeon useul geomnida

geureol geomnida (ijen) ijeul geomnida (ijen) sangcheoga amul deut..

geureol geomnida geureol geomnida ijeul geomnida

I Will Forget You – Translation

I will forget you. Starting today,

I don’t know you. I have never seen you.

We never even walked pass eachother.

I’m okay. I forgot everything. I’m happy with my busy life.

I’ve met a great person too.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.

Can’t even remember it, Oh.

# When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.

Even if it hurts now, it will hear a little later.

It will forget. I will too.

It’s not difficult. I will forget everything after today.

I’m just getting used to my changed life. 

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.

Can’t even remember it. Yes~

I will erase everything.

I definitely will.

When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.

Even if tears fall now, I will smile a little later.

I will (now) forget you (now). Just like a wound heals…

I will. I will. I will forget you.

P/S:  I will forget you.....

He said 'SMILE'

Tika ku terjtuh

Terbenam kekerak bumi terdalam

Semua gelap dan sunyi

Dlm keadaan ku terus meronta

Ku trus pejam mta

Linangan air mta tak terhenti

Denyut nadi kian lemah

Tubuh basah akan keringat kegelisahan

Ku melangkah dlm kegelapan

Berharap akan menemui cahaya smula

Segala kenangan berlegar d minda

Terus meragut jiwa yg kian kosong

Ribuan suara berbisik d telinga

Terus menghantui benak ku

Lalu kuselami jiwa ku yg kian kosong

Tanpa ku duga suatu cahaya terlihat

Tinta mengalir mencatitkan soalan

"ada kah kamu telah berada disini"

Lalu terpancar sinar benderang

Terukir dari suatu senyuman ikhlas

Sinar itu ketemukan di KOTA DINGIN

Ku disambut dengan lambaian kasih

Ku dijamah dengan suapan rindu

Disirami dgn kasih sejati

Jiwa yg tdnya kosong

Bagai penuh dgn haruman taman

Terhias indah dengan ketulusan senyumnya

Terasa bagai d kayangan

Setelah dua thn penantian

Akhirnya harapan ternukil 

Terbalas dengan peluang gemilang

MUNGKIN sudah ckup menghidupkan ku

Aku trus berjuang mencari kebahagiaan itu

Aku sedar akan kelemahan ku

Pasti ku korban semuanya untuk ITU

CUIMAN maya terlahir hari ini buat pertama klinya

Hatiku SENYUM

jiwa ku SENYUM

nafas ku SENYUM

cintaku SENYUM

aku akan trus snyum wlau dlm duka

Aku akan trus syum wlau dalam derita

Aku akan trus senyum walau dlm gelita

Aku pasti senyum wlau ku dihina

Aku lahirkan semua terbuku di hati

Agar kau bisa terus membuatku terus terSENYUM

akan ku hadirkan jasadku menemuimu

Demi cinta mati terahir bg ku

Kata2 c pujangga kepada c gadis...

walaupun ini bukan lah genre c gadis..

tapi c gadis tetap membacanya dgn senyuman di bibir... :)

                                                               Avril Lavigne- SMILE

The Gentlemen Who We Girls Consider...

This entry goes to the guys... *girls pun baca2 jgk laa.. seriously you must acknowledge the value of a good guy rather than just getting a crush on the bad boys (well, phm2 jgk kn..girls~.. )
why i feel like doing this entry??
coz i think guys should MUST aware with this kind of stuff...


How girls consider a guy to be gentleman??
there's a lot of way actually... but let's put it in a situation ok...


pada 1 hari, girl ni kelihatan sedang bersusah payah mengangkat barang yang berat..
kebetulan that guy lalu di situ, dia nampak lalu dia pun tolong girl tu angkatkan barang tu.. dengan senyuman yang ramah.. no need to talk a lot actually, just a sincere smile is enough.. *sebab kadang2 girls ni kalau tlampau ramah payah jgk tu d layan.. huhu


ok, ni sikit ja ni.. baru warming up org bilang.... let's have a look on 2nd situation:


Alrighty, so we all know that girls is a very the manja spiecies..KanKan?? huhu... ni berlaku especially bila dorang perlukan pertolongan.. bila girl ni cutely ask for help, guy ni haruslah faham it takes a pride and a nerves actually for the girl to make such stunts *bukan senang2 k... jadi guy pun jawab nicely weather dia dapat tlg ka x.. mostly a gentleman yg i know will always say 'yes'. tapi girls pun ingat2 la.. manja2 jgk, jgn jgk tlebih gedix bikin meluat.. aku rs mo pijak2 ja girl gini!! huhu
but for a guy yang dapat bsabar ngan karenah2 girls nih.. I GIVE U MY RESPECT!!


In relationship plak...

gentleman always start first.. dalam apa2 jua situasi.. From tanya khabar sampai la part surprisement... yupp, girls like guys yang know how to show care..  and guy should always lead, not controlling but lead!! there's a differences in that you know.. 


Rasanya banyak lagi ni, but my brains are not being cooperative enough..
so aku mo crita la pengalaman ku about a gentleman i met once..
ni baru terjadi jgk.. time aku praktikal..huhu.. 

So i was on a bus with a friend, we'r on our way to our rent apartment. since the seat was full and my friend got the last seat and unluckly im the only one end up didn't get the seat so i have to stand... 

seeing me standing alone looking pittiful.. (aku pun xtaw la kali cm kesian btul muka ku kn bdiri2 d situ.. my friend say im standing looking funny..buduh!) 

So ada guy ni dia bdiri then bagi aku duduk his seat.. tapi yang lucunya when he pointed me to the seat, the bus conductor misunderstood.. dia ingat he's paying for two (for me la kunuk). so  abg conductor pun kira for two lah.. that guy bingung2 xtw mo ckp apa but still he pulled out the money as requested.. aku pun btambah bingung lah.. huhu bongok rupanya aku nih, blurr~...

dengan kebingungan d kepala aku pun duduk laa..masi lagi bfikir nih then i ask abg conductor.. 

'bang, sapa yang bayarkan saya?'

abang tu tunjuk the guy..' trus aku kasi kuar duit then suh bayar blk sama that guy..

the guy nampak then dia geleng ja meaning no need  to pay him back laa..

we arrived at our stop, sampai turun aku xsempat lagi say tq ngan dia.. 

sambil berlalu so i was like... 'yupp, that's a gentleman right there'

Tu je lah critanya.. 
so there you go... to guys out there, it's not too late to be one of the gentles...
but it's not that easy though.. it takes patience, courage and definitely a good heart to be one..


p/s: the guy yang aku crita td tu... thanx.. mudah2an d murahkan rezeki.. if only there's a lot of man out there mcm tu jgk.. syukur laa.. dapat jgk menebus slek nisbah laki2:wanita.. 

 

Secret that remains as secret...

Some people keeps their secret to the grave..

but some people just can't stand to hold it inside...

i am once a person that live in life full of secrecy

full with doubts and pain

But there's a day comes when i feel so lifeless i choose to change.. 

The secrets in my life are no longer secret..

it's what i willing to let go..

i've open up to the people..even to the world..

i've give up every pride in me to let the pain go..

But those dark days.. i can never spill it out..

coz i am what those things made me..

though how much it change me through my looks nor my way..but it can never change my beliefs

But i now slowly learn that secret shouldn't meant to be burst out..

it's a matter of how you keep it and take it inside.. 

to have a patience and understanding to realize  the rationalism and try to make peace with it!

Yeah, people can only know what you feel but they can never know how you feel..

it's a pain that you'll just have to suffer yourself..

In the end.. you'll realize.. that's just what life is.. grow up!!

my perfect wish!!

Life is what makes the living.. it is subjective to anyone certain..

people say life's short.. make it your best and live to the fullest..

but what actually makes you feel satisfied and what scale can we look to for our life to be considered as satisfying??

of course there'd be no scale but just a list that i think people probably would agree so...

1) Happy family..
    to have a loving and understanding parents.. caring and helpful siblings.. warm atmosphere at home..

2) Good Job
    good job with a good salary is like a signature.. something that you and your parents can be proud of in your life..

3) A wonderful life partner
    here i would mean to say.. a good loving caring understandable responsible loyal husband...hoho..sounds absurd.. but well just follow the story line yeah?

4) beautiful memories
     happy memories that remains in your heart.. an achievement you made in your life or some sweet passed that brings the laugh and smile , something like those experience you can share with others.. it would be wonderful.

There you go..
the most listed journey in life i persume to acheive and i guess everybody does too right??
Well, perfect life is just a fantasy they say.. you need luck to have this life...
so i hope im the lucky person.. though i never been one (in my entire life..i never won that stupid lucky draw..)

All she knows...

Once again you're home alone 

Tears running from your eyes 

And I'm on the outside 

Knowing that you're all I want 

But I can't do anything 

I'm so helpless baby 

Everyday same old things 

So used to feelin pain 

Never had real love before 

And it ain't her fault 

She knows better but 

She can't help it 

Wanna tell her 

But would that be selfish 

How do you heal 

A heart that can't feel, it's broken 

His love is all she knows, all she knows, all she knows 

His love is all she knows, all she knows, all she knows 

You've been livin this way so long 

You don't know the difference 

And it's killing me 

Cause you can have so much more 

I'm the one your looking for 

But you close your eyes on me 

So you still can't see 

This is a song called- 'all she knows' by bruno mars...
captured my heart for the first time i listened to it.. yeah it did..
maybe the lyrics just stunnned me.. really stung me right in the face!

This song is a somewhat like a song that people listen to and makes them realize that something is really wrong in their life..
something that you could regret for your entire miserable life when you could've got but instead you ignored it and letting it go..
always know but kept on pretending not to know... believing with doubts.. and never sees what's in front of our eyes...

So..hmmmm.. it did opened my eyes for a minute there..
To hold on to someone that really holds on you...
then i would try my best not to let go...

Farewell my friend... NorAin Ramli

3 years had passed.. pejam celik pejam celik..

it's like it was yesterday we said 'hi'.. 

now it's tym to say 'gudbye'..

1st tym we met... we were roomates..

i was there in my own world trying to stay out of peoples life..

everyone thought that im just some ignorant arogant brat..well, including u..

but slowly i approach each 1 of u..

n now look at where it brought us?? we were so close that  u're part of my life now..


how our story will remain as memmories..
ko la tukang masak ku bila perut lapar..
ko la assistant bila aku perlukan..
ko la tempat mo pinjam2 selendang..
ko la slh satu tempat tuk aku share everything..
ko jgk la antara org yg paham ngan perangai ku n owez mengalah..
tp yg paling penting..
ko la kawan yg baik n setia sampai mati...


And for that i owe u my word..
u r my fren n forever will.. 

Thanx for everything..

till nex tym we'll meet again...

p/s: Luv u beb.. take care owez... 

Nothing better than just a sleep n dream...

DREAM~...

people dream when they sleep.. it's a normal thing.. 

some people have different interpretation bout certain dreams.. negative or positive.. 

My dreams...

They were fun, exciting, adventures n unique..

but the people aren't that friendly though..cold, dark n lonely..

i always get to dream about being in a battle or having some sort of super power..

wicked eit?!!

And there were a time where i found this old mansion..

it was so mysterious.. had all this secret passage..

i went through the wall which happen to be one of the secret passage..

when i got inside, the room was filled with thousand of keys hanging on the wall.. i took 1 of it.

then i saw another door, surprisingly of all the keys.. it had to be the one that i just took..

so i went it..and

Oh My God~...

it was the lovelious, beautifull place that i could ever imagine..

the room was filled with candies, chocolates, snacks...

urghh.. it's like heaven in dream...

it's like..rainbows everywhere

with the smile of happiness on my face..

i touch each one of the lovelies..urghh..more happiness i could gain..

everything is just shining.. shining..shining~...

and then.. there goes the alarm..

ow yeah.. i forgot.. i have school.. *dem party pooper!!

And there it goes.. 

well what do you expect from a dream cuz it's just a dream..

u dream.. it's nice..

hello~.. calling to earth.. then u snap!!

but sometimes.. there was some dreams that gets me.. like a message..

some sort of dreams that gets me so confused..

DEEP UNDER THAT DARKNESS PERIOD LONG I STOOD THERE WONDERING, FEARING, DOUBTING...

P/S: Dreaming dreams no more that no one ever dare to dream for..... 

       ...sweetdream ^_^

Get your Book, Pen n paper ready....!!!

Lets get ur Book, pen n paper ready!! 

err.. also ur calculator..

cause it's EXAM week!!

wehooo..( aku xtaw la kenapa aku gembira betul padahal mo matik ja sini ni)..

Like owez... gear up!! 

all the stressin', tirin', lazin'.. 

pressures on!!

"Yupp.. mst mo rajin-rajin ni.. mana ble mls2.."

"Ow man~.. this is a lot n times goin fast..so fast!! gotta get through this! just gotta!!"

"Damn~.. i don't think i can hold on much longer..Zzzzz~"

Time exam~....

"heheheee... msesti mau ada skill..."

kalau yg kena duduk depan??

"urghh, cam mn ni?? mo meniru pun xdapat~"

Hah, kesian... that is the last strike.. 

kalau xdapat meniru jgk tym exam.. abis laa.. matai na result kita..

nasib baik la Uni kami xguna kaedah ni..

kalau x, hmm.. mmg teda harapan jo~...

k laa.. tp awal-awal ni study la bagus2 dlu

kan masi ada masa lg...

Jadi dgn itu..

BELAJAR la sana ah!! 

sebok tulis blog bahapa?? budak ini!!

Happy birthday to me!! hahaa..

'Hari mulia'..personally laa.. 'tarikh keramat'.. bg aku laa..

yepp..it's 28 March 2011.. another day to celebrate the happiest moment and at the same time feel sedih jgk sbb umur pun makin meningkat.. Eee, xmau mbesar, wanna juz stay remaja forever.. zaman yang penuh drama, heartbreaking, fun, kontreversi, revolusi and priceless friendship moments.. 

kalau tahun lalu aku celebrate wif my sis n bro.. tahun ni aku sambut wif my beloved frens.. heee..

Since siang byk kja mo buat.. (sedih ni tym2 cmni mmg slalu blambak ngan esaimen, sad birthday date..huhu)

so JenJen suh set time malam2 baru kuar b'huha.. 

ee.. xsabar mo kuar malam, so merajinkan diri la d foyer *sktm (sekolah kejuruteraan teknologi & maklumat) buat kerja sampai ptg2 skit.. da siap keja, ingat mo blk blik, tiba2 kosmet pla baik hati mo ajak kuar mkn skjp.. sempena hari jadi ku kan~.. hak2.. *t'haru sya..

kami p 1b, drg spen aku 1 slice kek SR * aku pilih cheese coklat*.. pergh, sedap eh.. (thanx yaa).. then kami p mkn d mcD.. tgk2 jam dkt 6.30pm suda.. kelam kabut blk sbb i have another program to attend.. waiseh.. trip2 bz pla...  

ok, smpai blik ja rush bsiap.. jam7.30 gitu yepp, my bff alip n JenJen sampai pick me up.. pastu p pick up c bart (another member rapat)... kami trus p Perdana Park, mo tunggu air pancut yg coloufull itu jam8.30pm..  Woo, best wo, nice ni.. mmg cantik sgt..!!

babat, alif, JenJen

pastu p main d taman permainan nya.. abis suma ku p try.. slh 1 prangai buruk ku yang diluar kawalan bila jumpa playground.. hyper active n terlebih agresive mngalahkan budak2, kalau ble aku letupkan skali tempat tu..wahahaaaa...

Diving Slide.. pls dun try tiz at home

pas puas n penat bermain *abis berkeringat aku* .. kami pun p cari makan tmpat dekat2 ctu.. 

Suda kenyang?? ok, head our way back home.. 

p/s: hmm... celebration ni xla segempak mana pun, tapi yang plg b'harga n buat aku gmbira adlh kerana sahabat2 ku.. usaha drg tuk mgembirakan aku, everything.. cukup buat aku gembira n bahagia... thanx my fren.. u all been so adorably liven up my B-Day... LUV u all damn much.. ^_^

Sandakan marreyyy!!

Tiap tahun, the batch of civil engineering kami mmg akan buat lawatan or fieldwork..besanya under subjek yg kami amik sem tu la..

kali ni, under subjek Kontrak & Taksiran oleh sir.asmawan.. kami dikehendaki buat site visit d sandakan tuk 2 project ( Sekolah Pertanian Lestari SPL & Jalan Bokara-Batu Sapi).

kami bertolak dr ums jumaat jam8.30am....d jangka smpai sndkn kira2 jam3 lbih la gitu tapi d sebabkan byk singgah2 n bas pun cm siput jak maka jam4 lbih la baru smpai dgn selamat.

smpai ja get our room keys then rehat kjap.. pastu jam6 turun bkumpul d bwh, mo p pasar simsim makan ikan bakar.. fuhh, bole thn sedap jgk la.. harga pun standard la jgk.. seekor rm6 la gitu.. aku amik sekor ikan n sepinggan sotong bakar.. nyum2..plg penting, SAMBAL ya!! kenyang smpai cm xble jln suda.. susah~ susah~..

tgk la brapa byk piring atas meja.. ketara pelahap suma.. hoho

pas mamam ikan bakar, blk hotel.. ada yg mrayau p giant depan tu. aku xikut la, trasa bertanggungjawab jaga rumet (pyang) d sebabkan dia sakit kaki xdpt jalan akibat dr penyakit hyperactive yg mlampau  p mlumpat2 smpai tseliuh kaki..hoho..nakal btul! isy3~..

Then pada mlm itu, bdk bilik suma da tdur, ada yg p bgayut.. so boring2 aku pun p la mrayau bilik org... tgk drg men daun terup, ntah la pa yg drg men tu..dr awal smpai abis aku mc xphm game drg ni.. tgk gelagat2 drg ni btul2 gila.. ada la yg men push up ctu, ada depan cermin bcantik..skali tiba2 dia pusing belakang.."never say never"...pastu menari2 lg ctu...

bhahahaaa...punya taik.. trip justin beiber lagi ah!!

Bsuknya yakni hari sabtu bersamaan 26 mac 2011, hari ni la kami p site visit.. pagi p tgk road maintenance, tgh hari jln2 p tgk batu sapi kjap.. makan tgh hari d dewan ntah apa namanya. quiet interesting acctually sbab tmpat tu cm tmpat persinggahan yg d sediakan oleh org kaya -datuk. Cantik ja tmpt tu,cm rumah... rumah la mmg.. tp tuan rumah da xtinggal ctu lg cuma ahli kuarga yg menjaga tmpt tu jak..

petang tu plak kami p tgk site d SPL *sila rujuk d atas. urgh, ngantuknya1 hari dlm bas..most of my time cm 15mnt ja bgn the rest i spend tuk tidur ja on that bus. gilaakk!

mlm bdk2 yg len p mkn seafood d ntah mana tu, tp my crew xikut..mls laa.. cm mahal pla.. so stay at the room ja la round2 cni cari tmpt mkn dkt2 jak.

ni la rmh prsinggahan tu.. mcm mansion ow.. hoho

Then pada keesokan paginya, bsiap tuk btolak balik dah.. ok, pjalanan 6jam dlm bas lagey.. adeh~.. haru biru kpala otak ku.. 

p/s:  a fren ada ckp, org sndkn suma ensem2 belaka.. errr~.. MANA? MANA? spanjang aku bjln 1org ensem pun aku xnmpk neh.. penipu btul!!

Hang Out wif My Two Adorable Mates...

Akhir-akhir ni schedule ku memang sesak.. ngan assignment, tutorial, midterm lagi.. aiyaaa... susah o ni mcm~...

all the stresses the tense the huru hara... bole bikin aku jadi gilaa!! haih, gini la ba hidup as a student.. kena banyak bsabar...

since kemarin cuti, my babe JennJenn decide tuk stay at my room that friday.. kebetulan pla my oldmate alip ada d kk..yey!! maka dengan itu, kami pun mlilau laaa sabtu tu.. Before that,pada siang hari, me n JennJenn turun sktm *fyi (sktm= sekolah kejuruteraan teknologi maklumat..) stay buat kerja d foyer.. then ptg2 skit baru la mrayau ma alip p salut mamam puding kelapa..mmm nyum2~... lama suda xmkn puding klapa d sana, rindu!!

Meet my two adorable mates...alif n Jenn

Pastu kami p suria sabah tgk wayang.. crita World Invasion: battle Los Angeles.. da la duduk gila depan..srius cam org rabun 1000degree.. pening kpala tgk, mcm x terfollow biji mata ni mo catch up wat's goin on..

best jgk la crita tu cuma cam gantung.. sebab ni baru d L.A blum lg tempat lain..tajuk pun WORLD invasion kn..  mo tunggu battle at malaysia lg...hehee

ni la keadaan tym kena serang alien..

Hmm..Time tgk wyg ni ada la 3org jejaka bersama dgn sorang adik kecik drg..duduk 1 line ngan kami.. cumil betul tu budak.. geram aku tgk..duduk atas lap abgnya, da la mkn tu popcorn sambil cover mata nya ngan tgn... pastu aku t'dengar dia ckp ngan abg nya yg duduk d tgh.. dia ckp..

'bang, bang.. tu na kwn abg..'

abg nya tnya..' kwn yg mana?'

'tuu na yg baju itam tu.. gelfren abg tu' smbil tunjuk2 ke arah ku..

ketawa ja aku tgk budak ni.. tumpis!! cm mo cubit2 jak..hoho

Civil Nyte 2011.. my crew

Date: 13th March..
venue:  1Borneo grand ballroom
fees: RM.... confidencial
Theme: Hollywood Red Carpet

It's Civil Nyte Annual Dinner.. tiap tahun pun memang ada benda ni

Tp this year cam malas mo fikir pasal dress apa mo pakai n everything.. kali ni aku pinjam ja baju org..huhu

since tema malam tu 'Hollywood Red Carpet'... pergh.. kita dapat lihat la semua pun hot2 malam itu.. mmg hollywood habis!! berdarah hidung doh~..hahaa

Ok..terus terang laa.. objektif sebenar aku datang malam tu tidak lain tdk bukan mo melantak laa..

Gila makanan malam tu smua pun sedap2 belaka...pergh~.. smpai skrg pun masi teliur lg bila tringat blk..

da la duduk pun meja paling belakang wif ma crew.. persembahan d depan bukan kena peduli.. masing2 usap2 perut xsabar mo makan... pas ja kena bagi green light tuk makan, pa lagi.. terus serbu neh..hahaa.. tda belas kasihan..TIZ IS WAR!!! hohoooo...

lepas tu, smua org pun bkeliaran p bgambar.. aku malas eh mo jln2 since perut suda kenyang..

jadinya duduk ja la d belakang tu snap2 gambar around my perimeter...

ni la few of my civil crew.. santik2 suma..hee

ni time sesi photoshoot berlangsung... heiyh..pening2..

p/s: thanx for 2nd year civil engineering batch for making this grand gathering.. good job! *nice one bak kata  member sya ariez..heee

If i have Power..

We've seen a lot of movies.. movies about magic, superheroes that posessed a great power to fight evil..
and when we were a kids, we've always have this imagination dreaming to own a super power just like in the movies...
But have u ever imagine if.. i mean 'IF' u are granted with a gift.. to have power u have ever dreamed of.. what kind of super power would u choose??

well, if u ask me.. when i was a kid, i would choose to have magic like a witch, to be able to move things and make things dissapear or to make things appear.. but if you ask me now, i would choose to have the ability to read minds..
why read minds if u ask me??
because in whole my life i've witnessed lies, fake n dishonesty.. small matter nor big matter.. it all applies in real world (adult world)..as i growing up i learn that adult often lies to make excuses, such excuses that i can't really understand how they gotten away with it coz it's really bullsh*t if i must say... especially to kids, seems like they'r having fun sh*tting us out.. parents lie to their children, teachers to their student, authority to public..

I am not naive...i could pretend and forgive for small lies that cuts only me and my life.. but how can i pretend not to care when it involves the world and every life in it...
There is a big thing going on in our world..bad things..
we heard the news, and we sometimes believe those news.. however how are we to know what to believe n what's not?? auhtority knows it all.. authority plays it all.. somehow i know those people that gain power have it all planned well n we'r juz a playdoll that plays it character well planned. we take what they give, we consume it well.. how can human be so weak...
we don't even know what's real and what's not.. that's when i thought wouldn't it be great if can listen to the truth.. to know what to believe...to find justice..
and thinking i would've change something n thus bring some hope to mankind.
However, a gift comes with responsibility.. it's a diffilicut task to weigh the world on ur shoulder.

*i was think if i have this power, well atleast i can use it on my exams, "come on genius siting beside me.. think..think!!!"

Khairul Fahmi VS Alif kiut.....

khairul fahmi??  yupp..sapa lagi klu bukan malaysian goalkeeper currently playing for Kelantan FA in Malaysian super league and the Malaysia national football team. Nama dia ni naik time piala AFF 2010 baru2 ni.... well, im not here to talk about hes career.. tapi....persoalannya sapa ka dia alif kiut yang dikaitkan dengan tajuk entry kita....

so here it goes~.......

This is d Khairul Fahmi

This is the alif kiut..

khairul fahmi superman wana be...

Alif initial D wana be...

khairul fahmi d pdg..

alif kiut d restoran...

Ok...nampak da pic2 d atas?? do u get the picture o bingung2 apa yg sebenarnya aku mo sampaikan ni....hihiii..

ekcely menurut beberapa kenalan, bilang dorang c khairul fahmi ni iras2 ma alif kiut ni... kunu laa.. rasa-rasanya ada iras2 ka?? aku rasa part rambut bdiri n mata sepet tu ja laa...

Alif kiut ni is my oldmate... satu skola dlu.. heee....

aku ada jgk buat checking2 profile KF (khairul fahmi) ni.. rupa-rupanya dia ni lahir tahun 1989 (22 thn) which is same age ma writer.. tkejut jgk la.. sbb rupa n body cam umur2 lewat 20-an la gitu... huhu..

Tp apa2 pun... ksimpulannya d sini... klu mo d bandingkan dua orang ni.. bagi aku Alif kiut lebih kiut dari KF... hahaaa..

GUYs will owez be GUYs!!!

sometimes u feel like u know them.. but u're wrong...

sometimes u feel like they care..but they're not...

sometimes they make u feel like u're everything... but u're only part of everything...

sometimes they say yes or no... but it's actually a maybe...

sometimes they make u feel great.. but it only last for awhile...

They would say everything..but most of it.. they r lies!!!

that's why u can't be serious when it comes to guys because for them.. it's always been a joke...

One thing i like about guys is.. they can be a good friend ( douchbag & jerks are not included )

maybe that's why i rather put my position just as a friend and never more....

it feels comfortable n much easier that way...no stress no complications... 

i've been in a position where i was accused stealing someones guy when all along we were just a friend nothing more... but the worst thing that, im surprised that the guy that i called friend wouldn't even dare to come forward and solve this.. he rather let his girl 'catfight' me out... that's so low man!! but now it's over.. i've deal it nicely.. but still.. i was hurt.. 

BUT... looks like same thing bounds again... never crossed in my mind even once to steal somebodies guy... it was never my intention... why don't u girls see?? both of u are the problems.. not me!! don't be too proud of ur guy. How could he say im the one who keeps bothering him?? he's totally shitting u out girl...

N i totally felt betrayed... 

I HATE BETRAYAL THE MOST!!! i would take this personal up to the highest level.... don't ever mess with me... betray is a disrespectfull... n once u betray.. u lost my respect!!!