Still breathing...

Assalamualaikum...
setelah kira2 agak lama jgk la aku tak post any entry, aku kembali bernafas..
"SlaiumVox is still breathing!!" huhu
actually i'm quiet busy+lazy (the most), ada banyak crita but then too hard to deliver in words..
ya agak payah bagi diriku yg tak campin menulis karangan..

hurmm byk la crita terkumpul ni taw xtau mana dlu mo crita..hehe
ok so i start with my major headache iaitu FYP (final year project) sya..
fyp1 tuk sem1 dah lepas which almost time consuming add up to all the assignments lagi nahh! Banyak keja ok~...
now next sem yang akan start pada 20hb Feb ini require labwork which is pretty much messed up with my head over time.
i was planning to do it on holiday (which now is three weeks passed) so i only have 1 week left for holiday to be over. but somehow my progress was not as i quite expected which is to the level of hitting my head on the wall, so far i've done nothing but chasing cars through the rainbow *that's a weird cliche there but seriously i'm bummed!! settled 1 problem and there goes another..this is MADNESS... but well, i'm gonna get through it i'm sure.

ok now leave that..kisah yang seterusnya...
for your information i already got my 'P' driving license last year. but i'm too scared to drive manual car especially outside campus.
this holiday i got no choice but to just drive here there to settle my things
first day is with my sister sitting beside to guide, trust me it was tense!!
second day i manage to drive my friends..
and third day, i can drive by myself already hehe.. but not to kk of course, still not that expert to be trusted..hoho
but whatever it is.. i can DRIVE!! hahaaa.. even had drove a Dmax (1 of a friends car).
it's a SUCCESS!!!!

ok till next entry...

I will forget you~.....

Her heart is still ache about yesterday
but everyday she still would forgive him
though there many impression of him but still she has only 1
'unpredictable'
yepp, when he's making that look, she really can't tell..so all she could do is juz smile n walk away
but what is the feeling that always makes her couldn't stay away..
the feeling that brings her happiness but yet painful


' do u like me?? then how come ure owez looking at me' 
her pride hurts but then a side of her really wants to admit it but she couldn't...
coz she knows if she does, then it's the end of them.. she's afraid to lose him..so silently she just keep it inside n still kept it...
He has his own life, his own love..
she realise she's nothing to him...knowing the fact..
she feels that she should just make it dissapear..yeah, that feeling.. it hurts.. but then again..
she knows she'll be alright...

I Will Forget You (Geureol Keomnida… Ijeul Keomnida) – Romanization

geureol geomnida ijeul geomnida oneulbuteo nan

geudaeran saram moreuneun geomnida hanbeondo bon jeok eomneun geomnida

gireul geotdagado seuchin jeok eomneun

gwaenchanseumnida ijeossseumnida bappeun ilsange haengbokhajyo

geunsahae boineun saramdo mannago

sarangi da geureochyo sigani gamyeon huimihaejyeo

gieokjocha hal sudo eopgetjyo Oh

”sarangi gamyeon tto dareun sarangi dasi ol geomnida kkok geureol geomnida

jigeumeun apado jogeumman jinamyeon amul geomnida

geureol geomnida ijeul geomnida nado geureol geomnida

eoryeopjin anhayo oneulman apeumyeon modeun ge ichyeojil geomnida

dallajin ilsange eosaekhal ppunijyo Oh~ NO

sarangi da geureochyo sigani gamyeon huimihaejyeo

gieokjocha hal sudo eopgetjyo geureochyo~

sarangi gamyeon tto dareun sarangi dasi ol geomnida kkok geureol geomnida

jigeumeun apado jogeumman jinamyeon amul geomnida

geureol geomnida ijeul geomnida nado geureol geomnida

modu jiul geomnida

kkok geureol geomnida

sarangi gamyeon tto dareun sarangi dasi ol geomnida kkok geureol geomnida

nunmuri heulleodo jogeumman jinamyeon useul geomnida

geureol geomnida (ijen) ijeul geomnida (ijen) sangcheoga amul deut..

geureol geomnida geureol geomnida ijeul geomnida

I Will Forget You – Translation

I will forget you. Starting today,

I don’t know you. I have never seen you.

We never even walked pass eachother.

I’m okay. I forgot everything. I’m happy with my busy life.

I’ve met a great person too.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.

Can’t even remember it, Oh.

# When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.

Even if it hurts now, it will hear a little later.

It will forget. I will too.

It’s not difficult. I will forget everything after today.

I’m just getting used to my changed life. 

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.

Can’t even remember it. Yes~

I will erase everything.

I definitely will.

When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.

Even if tears fall now, I will smile a little later.

I will (now) forget you (now). Just like a wound heals…

I will. I will. I will forget you.

P/S:  I will forget you.....

He said 'SMILE'

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