All she knows...

Once again you're home alone 

Tears running from your eyes 

And I'm on the outside 

Knowing that you're all I want 

But I can't do anything 

I'm so helpless baby 

Everyday same old things 

So used to feelin pain 

Never had real love before 

And it ain't her fault 

She knows better but 

She can't help it 

Wanna tell her 

But would that be selfish 

How do you heal 

A heart that can't feel, it's broken 

His love is all she knows, all she knows, all she knows 

His love is all she knows, all she knows, all she knows 

You've been livin this way so long 

You don't know the difference 

And it's killing me 

Cause you can have so much more 

I'm the one your looking for 

But you close your eyes on me 

So you still can't see 

This is a song called- 'all she knows' by bruno mars...
captured my heart for the first time i listened to it.. yeah it did..
maybe the lyrics just stunnned me.. really stung me right in the face!

This song is a somewhat like a song that people listen to and makes them realize that something is really wrong in their life..
something that you could regret for your entire miserable life when you could've got but instead you ignored it and letting it go..
always know but kept on pretending not to know... believing with doubts.. and never sees what's in front of our eyes...

So..hmmmm.. it did opened my eyes for a minute there..
To hold on to someone that really holds on you...
then i would try my best not to let go...

Farewell my friend... NorAin Ramli

3 years had passed.. pejam celik pejam celik..

it's like it was yesterday we said 'hi'.. 

now it's tym to say 'gudbye'..

1st tym we met... we were roomates..

i was there in my own world trying to stay out of peoples life..

everyone thought that im just some ignorant arogant brat..well, including u..

but slowly i approach each 1 of u..

n now look at where it brought us?? we were so close that  u're part of my life now..


how our story will remain as memmories..
ko la tukang masak ku bila perut lapar..
ko la assistant bila aku perlukan..
ko la tempat mo pinjam2 selendang..
ko la slh satu tempat tuk aku share everything..
ko jgk la antara org yg paham ngan perangai ku n owez mengalah..
tp yg paling penting..
ko la kawan yg baik n setia sampai mati...


And for that i owe u my word..
u r my fren n forever will.. 

Thanx for everything..

till nex tym we'll meet again...

p/s: Luv u beb.. take care owez... 

Nothing better than just a sleep n dream...

DREAM~...

people dream when they sleep.. it's a normal thing.. 

some people have different interpretation bout certain dreams.. negative or positive.. 

My dreams...

They were fun, exciting, adventures n unique..

but the people aren't that friendly though..cold, dark n lonely..

i always get to dream about being in a battle or having some sort of super power..

wicked eit?!!

And there were a time where i found this old mansion..

it was so mysterious.. had all this secret passage..

i went through the wall which happen to be one of the secret passage..

when i got inside, the room was filled with thousand of keys hanging on the wall.. i took 1 of it.

then i saw another door, surprisingly of all the keys.. it had to be the one that i just took..

so i went it..and

Oh My God~...

it was the lovelious, beautifull place that i could ever imagine..

the room was filled with candies, chocolates, snacks...

urghh.. it's like heaven in dream...

it's like..rainbows everywhere

with the smile of happiness on my face..

i touch each one of the lovelies..urghh..more happiness i could gain..

everything is just shining.. shining..shining~...

and then.. there goes the alarm..

ow yeah.. i forgot.. i have school.. *dem party pooper!!

And there it goes.. 

well what do you expect from a dream cuz it's just a dream..

u dream.. it's nice..

hello~.. calling to earth.. then u snap!!

but sometimes.. there was some dreams that gets me.. like a message..

some sort of dreams that gets me so confused..

DEEP UNDER THAT DARKNESS PERIOD LONG I STOOD THERE WONDERING, FEARING, DOUBTING...

P/S: Dreaming dreams no more that no one ever dare to dream for..... 

       ...sweetdream ^_^