Al-Fatihah my comrade..

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Besides hari2 yg sangat busy beberapa minggu yang lepas ni di ofis, on 17th Feb, one of my office mate died in a car crash .. Innalillah~

I had a call that morning from my other office mate saying that 'arwah' just passed away that morning.. I was shocked and almost couldn't believe the news. Quickly i went on facebook and directly to his profile.. my heart beats and breaks a little when i saw all the condolence posts from his friends.. Yes, it was true, he died~...

We went to the forensic department as his body was taken for a Postmorterm. After a long wait we finally manage to see him for the one last time. It was tense..it was heart breaking.. it was all that, i feel like, how we  just met but we're already that close.. how everything was just fine the day before.. how i've listen to his sadness and also his life resolutions, there's so much he wanted to prove in his life to everyone and especially to the person that hurts him whom he loved so much.

Arwah Nickson Bin Ladja

Rest In Peace mate.. semoga arwah ditempatkan dikalangan orang yg beriman. Setiap yg hidup pasti akan mati, Inna lillah hi wa'inna ilahi rajiun (dari Allh kita datang, kepada Allah jua kita kembali)

Membuatkan aku berfikir sejenak. Kita xtau bila ajal kita, langsung, we'll never see it coming. So dengan kesempatan yg masih ada ni, sama2lah kita sentiasa bersedia.. YOLO, Ofcourse.. so don't waste it, do something good and useful to 'dunya' and 'jannah'.

p/s: For favor, whoever read this entry, sila sedekahkan Al-fatihah tuk arwah.. tq.

Terima Kasih Yang Maha Esa!!

Assalamualaikum wbt~..


heyho!!
Mungkin buat masa ni agak payah tuk aku update blog ni sejak aku sudah masuk ke alam pekerjaan ni. Well, I'm a career lady now ehem2.. heheh! So aku ni tengah belajar cope up dgn dunia ni. So many things to learn and seriously penatnya nda sama cam alam student dulu.
My life is merely dedicated to work. I mean, siang kerja whole day then malam berehat just tuk kerja esok hari.. I know we should have a balance between work and personal stuff. I do, but it's way tiring.. maybe i'm not used to it yet somehow, but i'm trying my best..err i think.

So sekarang ni genap la sebulan aku bekerja, bingung jugak la.. Bukan apa, since aku masih fresh grad ni kan maka banyak benda aku perlu belajar sampai xtau mana yang  mau start dulu.. ok i know, pelan2 org bilang, As-sobaru min al-iman (sabar itu separuh daripada iman) Wow, ustajah!!
But one thing i learned and hope that i can bare in mind is that, bila kita buat sesuatu kerja tu kena ikhlas. Despite how small the job that you might think it looks ridiculous, or even how hard the task is and it doesn't even pay off  like how you've expected it to be.. just know this, Allah pays you a lot more than human does in a way that you can never imagine nor even notice.
I am practicing myself...
* To be honest with every little thing i do
* To be patient in learning and even towards other people behavior
* To be responsible for the task i've been assigned to
* Not to nag when going through the difficulty
* Always be thankful to Allah with all the things i got even to the slightest thing in return
* To be tough and strong when dealing with any complications

I solemnly wish and i hope the best for my life.. harap2 la semua yang aku kerjakan dan lakukan memperoleh keberkatan dari Allah S.W.T sebab orang bilang bila kita buat sesuatu dengan ikhlas, rezeki kita ndakan pernah putus Insyaallah. Amiiiinnn~....

My first month salary.. apa perasaan? terkejut tiba2 ada duit banyak sekali masuk..
My own money!! weeeee~

p/s: Berusaha tuk menjadi hebat.. maju dan terus maju.. once i'm up, i never wanna come down!!

Life is sometimes a sweet movie scene..

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Like in the korean movies, the sweet scene always excites us..
I'm sure the ladies would agree that there's a time when we watch a movie then when a sweet scene came up and we all go 'aaaaaaaaa' with a high pitch sound. Did we.. DID WE?!
Well to the girls out there.. admit it. We all have those thoughts or imaginations that dreamed to live those sweet scenes just like in movies especially korean movies.. am i right??

Who says that a sweet and romantic scene only happens in movies and we can't have it in real life??
IT DOES!! believe me.. just that it seldomly happens or maybe only to the lucky ones..
However, each response is subjective depends on peoples view.. some girls get flattered by the sweetness,  but some girls are not even aware of the situation..na'a

Well whatever it is.. when i think about it, i have..yes, i actually have been flattered by some scene..
But it amused me how sucks my responses are.. i can be so ignorant and certainly obtuse when dealing with this kinds of situation.


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Here's some scenes that stuck in my head somehow..

# There's this time i went out with this guy, it was raining. We ran to the bustop for shelter and my bottom jeans got wet. I sat on the bench then he came.. he bent down on his knees and fold up my jeans up. Heee, i feel like a kid.

# I kinda like when someone pat my head.. (same age or older than me of course coz it would be disrespectful for a kid to pat). Well, there's a friend of mine like to pat my head. i would agree i'm kinda like a cat. ^_^

# We were walking under a hot sun, i was sweating excessively. My friend then wiped my sweat by using just his hands. I understand other people would probably disgust with someone else's sweat, I myself feels the same by my own sweat. it's surprising that he's ok with it.. That could be euwy, but he made it sweet.. heee

# We were sitting facing each other, i was busy analyzing photos from the camera. All of sudden i quickly glance up, he was staring at me deep with a very complicating look. But my reflex takes less than a second for me to glance back down, and so i did the poker face No Feeling AT ALL!!  (I think it should be sweet if   i can actually respond well to it) I am the Iron Man!! erkk~..

# One scene that i felt kinda sweet but more like funny when we meet secretly without my mom's knowledge. I was helping my mom with her store (shop), so i'm standing outside infront of the store while my mom's inside and that's when he came. He was at the next block and we were signaling each other afraid that my mom would notice. I rest on the wall, we were next to each other with the wall in between us and we were chatting quietly and trying hard not making it obvious. (psst~, i feel... CHOMEL~...heheh!)


Okay, i think that all be it. Well, it's the least i can remember so far..
That's just it, what? did you guys expect more?? then keep disappointing coz my life is all PG13.. that is all i got for ya bitchesssss~ (ehem excuse the expression)


p/s: Looking forward for another sweetest sinn scene..ait? ehehe...