GUYs will owez be GUYs!!!

sometimes u feel like u know them.. but u're wrong...

sometimes u feel like they care..but they're not...

sometimes they make u feel like u're everything... but u're only part of everything...

sometimes they say yes or no... but it's actually a maybe...

sometimes they make u feel great.. but it only last for awhile...

They would say everything..but most of it.. they r lies!!!

that's why u can't be serious when it comes to guys because for them.. it's always been a joke...

One thing i like about guys is.. they can be a good friend ( douchbag & jerks are not included )

maybe that's why i rather put my position just as a friend and never more....

it feels comfortable n much easier that way...no stress no complications... 

i've been in a position where i was accused stealing someones guy when all along we were just a friend nothing more... but the worst thing that, im surprised that the guy that i called friend wouldn't even dare to come forward and solve this.. he rather let his girl 'catfight' me out... that's so low man!! but now it's over.. i've deal it nicely.. but still.. i was hurt.. 

BUT... looks like same thing bounds again... never crossed in my mind even once to steal somebodies guy... it was never my intention... why don't u girls see?? both of u are the problems.. not me!! don't be too proud of ur guy. How could he say im the one who keeps bothering him?? he's totally shitting u out girl...

N i totally felt betrayed... 

I HATE BETRAYAL THE MOST!!! i would take this personal up to the highest level.... don't ever mess with me... betray is a disrespectfull... n once u betray.. u lost my respect!!! 

it's holiday!!!! yey!!

Holiday came around again...hehe..
It was dull 1st 2 weeks... but it went well..
having an event with friends on hols is juz wat i need.. atleast i wont juz stuck at dat gloomy house....


So.. we went to jungle trecking at taman bukit tawau n have a swim at TABLE... it was hell exausting yet much fun.. i might say it was a good exercise since i've been spending my time sleep n eat all this awhile... it was great... Long obstacle walk n im wearing jeans.. genius!! my legs was teribly in pain... but whatever.. im having fun, so hell to the pain...huhu


Done trecking the jungle... it's swimming tym~... the water was damn cold... but i went through it thou.. cool ey?? hahak..

cool scene....!!

in the jungle~..

The crew....

Thanx to the organizer, supporter n friends.. u all made it superb... good job!!!

This Rage....

They say u're arrogant bitch,

i say u're juz being u..

they say u're selfish that oni think bout urself,

i say u juz want what's best it's juz that u owez got carried away..

they say u owez makes empty promises,

i say u're juz bz wif things n u're trying ur best....

u said we're famly..

but u lied...

u said it's gonna be ok..

but it's not..

u said wait..

but it's getting worn out..

u said u wana help..

but then u turn on us with those words..

u said a lot of things..

but i guess it's all is juz a piece of shit!!!

now..

i say im tired of this..

i say im hurt..

i say im gona end tiz..

n i say.. we're leaving u..