This Rage....

They say u're arrogant bitch,

i say u're juz being u..

they say u're selfish that oni think bout urself,

i say u juz want what's best it's juz that u owez got carried away..

they say u owez makes empty promises,

i say u're juz bz wif things n u're trying ur best....

u said we're famly..

but u lied...

u said it's gonna be ok..

but it's not..

u said wait..

but it's getting worn out..

u said u wana help..

but then u turn on us with those words..

u said a lot of things..

but i guess it's all is juz a piece of shit!!!

now..

i say im tired of this..

i say im hurt..

i say im gona end tiz..

n i say.. we're leaving u..

Salam Aidiladha~.....

assalamualaikum~...

For so long i haven't updated my blog.. it's been centuries... kunun~... huhuu..

Hari ni hari raya haji... xdapat balik raya coz it's exam week..

wow!! braya d prantauan la nmpknya nih... huhu

Not much to do ekcely... awal pagi tu bgn awal, mo pegi smbhyang raya laa...ngan member2 suma..

Bez jgk la..1st tym mrasa braya d prantauan ma mber2.. sebak?? hmm..tda laa... rilek ja sudah... sbb klu d umah pun bknnya smbut sgt pun raya haji ni.... aku pun xtaw knp raya haji x d smbut dgn mriahnya d sabah ni pdhl raya haji la prayaan yg plg besar klu mo d bandingkn dgn hari raya aidilfitri...

Janji ma mmber jam6.50am da gerak... tp besa la pompuan.. klu xkna sound mmg bt2 lmbt la.. last2 jam 7 lbih skit la gitu bru start gerak.

Sampai ja sna.... wow!! sungguh ramai org..tkejut jgk laa... sbb da la student ums sndri pun da ramai, ni d tmbh lg dgn org luar yg mnumpang solat cni lg.. adeh~.. mmg ramai wo, smpai tmpat pmpuan mmg pack, da la pns lg tda kipas..aduii..

1 mslh bila the building construction tu x emphasise kn pd air ventilation... punya la men panas..tp tu lah.. nama pun hari raya haji (korban), kena la bkorban skit kn..

alaa, apa la sgt panas dunia ni klu mo d bndingkn dgn pns neraka (kn kn..??) huhu..

(tp seriously, mngalir jgk la peluh2 dr suma celah... hak2)

k~..da abis solat.. eh, Jan balik dlu!!! dgr khutbah raya dlu, wajib tue~.....

pas abis khutbah, suma pun brangkat mo blk.. tp kmi kc can la dlu the perimeter cleared up bru mo trun..mls la bhimpit2 sna cm nek haji pla.. *klu haji btul xpa jgk.. huhu

boring2 tnggu org suma turun, slh 1 kwn ku ni p la mngajak p skodeng2 ke bwh tmpt laki mlalui lubang2 dinding pmbahagi tu...hahaa

okeh, dat's awkward.. yalah..dtg p msjid bniat baik, skali mliar pla mata..isy3.. cam apa sak ku tgk skodeng2 sna tu..huhu.. *pdhl aku pla tu yg initiate...hak2...

pastu kami trus la heading home...

xtw mo btpa..tgh hari... trus bpkir cmna nasib perut ni.. so kol my bro.. 'JUM MAMAM!!!' huhu...

off to cp.. rstrn ttup sbb raya..isk!! tpksa la mmam d mcD.. then, xtw lg mo p mn... BALIK!!

mo bljr nie~..kunun..hihi

n Now?? im siting on the bed.. storming my brains out... writing blog. SHOOT!! i must have forgot dat i have THREE papers to sit nex week.... damn~...

Urgh....ekcely xtw mo post apa... cm lama da ku x update my blog...

Tired of juz fb-ying consistenly....so I'm filling my bored with some searching...thinking what shud i search for ey?? hmmm...

ahahhh!!! ........
found the psycho (personality) test...done it... n this is da result....

Your Stress Sources...

"Needs extra attention and must feel dat u r very important to those around u. If u don't think u r being spoiled enough, u may shut urself off from others."

Your Restrained Characteristics

"Current problems are seen as dangerous and threatening. u r angry at the thought u will have to continually put off ur own goals for the time being, leaving ur feeling powerless to change things. u feel used, overwhelmed, and exhausted at the demands placed on u. "

"Is bothered when ur needs and desires are misunderstood and u feels there is no one to turn to or rely on. ur self-centered attitude can cause u to be easily offended."

The most accurate result i think is tiz one.... im having a tots several tyms n i somehow i really did agree....

"Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted or talented, but modest... Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken. "

huhu..ya meh?? im like all dat the above ka?? mcm yaa jgk... tp apapun yg plg pntg i really take serious about relationship in frens o watever... trust n loyalty meant everything 4 me... so when it comes to betrayal, i take it personaly..very personaly!!!!
however, i believe in give n take.... i'll give u my trust when u earn my trust...
so BEWARE!!
...once u enter my life, don't ever thinking in pulling back... coz i'll print u in my mind, my heart, my soul~.....